The Theatre of Dreams....

 Out of Syllabus 17

I could hear the roar. It felt like thunder. Roaring, taking on me as i stepped out of dugout. The world around me is RED, which tensed and scared me. I could feel the hopes of 1000s on me. But once I touched the grass, I was in my world.

I am a RED DEVIL. It was a dream come true for me when i posed with Sir Alex Ferguson with no 7 red jersey at Old Trafford. Jersey worn by legends like Bechkam, Ronaldo & Owen. And playing with Ferdinand, Vidic, Rooney and my fav RYAN GIGGS. Last but not least SAF, the best manager of the world.

Hailing from Gods own country, I never hoped, even in my wildest dreams that I would play for Man  United. But i dreamed playing at Old Trafford against arch rivals Liverpool along with my heros. That gave me passion for the Black & White ball of 22cm diameter. I scored again and again, imagining i was at Theatre of Dreams. It was Ole Gunnar Solskjaer, on his visit to India, who noticed me. And thus I flew to England.

It was the final game of the season, against Chelsea. A win can ensure 20th championship for Man U whereas a draw will ensure that title goes to Anfield. All was worried about the injury ridden Man U midfield. Hence SAF had to depend on evergreen GIGGS. 1st eleven was. De Gea, Smalling, Vidic, Ferdinand, Evra, Fletcher, Cleverly, Giggs, Nani, Rooney and Chicharito with Amos, Jones, Anderson, Berbatov and me in the benches. The stadium was jam packed. All cheering for Red Devils' 20th title.

The game got on and we started beautifully. Till 1st half we were leading for two goals from Rooney. But 2nd half turned out to be chelsea's and two braces from Torres, man who had found it difficult to score in blue jersey, put them back. To add to the woes, Nani got injured. That was when my name was called out by SAF, with just 5 minutes left on the clock.

I could not believe that my dream became true. It reflected on my touches, fans too could feel it. But they roared for me. I felt home. We started to take the attack on to Chelsea post, but somehow it was getting tougher to score. Time trickled down and game went on to injury time. With just seconds left on the clock, i got the ball. I dribbled past Lampard and Cole and took the ball into box. I could see Rooney and Chicharito in the box but they were marked by men. I could see Giggs blasting in on left side. But in the center i could see a man coming in past his markers ready to strike. In my mind i felt he is the person. I crossed the ball towards my captain. Vidic powered in a bullet header which rocketed past Cech and blasted the net. I was over the moon when entire team ran towards me to celebrate. I felt like I ruled the world when Rooney passed the EPL cup on to my hands. I saw world turning red.. my view was blocked with tears...

A SQL HEART table....

Out of Syllabus 16

merge into HEART
using (select * from LOVE where NAME='******')
on (HEART.CHOICE=LOVE.CHOICE)
when matched
then update set (HEART.STATUS='HAPPY')
when not matched
then insert into (HEART.NAME,HEART.STATUS) values ('******','beta man mein laddu futa');

COMMIT;


Thing is that, since i pressed COMMIT, there is no way to ROLLBACK!!!

SOLUTION:- truncate table HEART;

RESULT:- Database 'HEART' got corrupted!!!


NB:- If you find any error in the code, well, just raise a BUG!!!

One day....

Out of Syllabus 15

To be the best is there in the heart of everyone
but to be the worst is there only in few
and i am proud to say i belong to category two
All through my life i competed to become the worst
i thank you, my ZAHIR, for that because,
you brought out the masochist inside me
I dream of becoming the worst one day
you are the one who guides me there day by day
One day you may recognize the crimnal i am
but it does not matter to me anymore, because
I find eternal peace in the chaos I am in.
Let me remind you one thing, the good old words
which goes like "I love you as much as you hate me"...

My 1st poem...

Out of Syllabus 14

Even though I never told you anything,

I know you could read it in my eyes.

Because the pain inside my heart,

can easily be read in my eyes.

Even though I pretend that you are mine,

Inside I know that you will never be mine.

But some truths are meant to be like that.

I know that truth is something else,

But still I want to believe that I am true.

Because life is all about such falsehood.

And I try to live in it, but the pain is unbearable

But once i see your eyes, it starts all over again,

And I knew the fact that I cant forget you...

Tomorrow never comes until its too late....

My blog is two year old. Happy birthday.

I have been searching for a birthday blog, but could not find any! So here i am a month after my blog's birthday to talk about the new life.

Change is inevitable. But it was not happening for me.Without anything to do at home, this loneliness, it was 2nd phase of depression for me. To add to that wound, no friends around. But one day, my time came. I got job in Wipro Infotech. One of the best company for a fresher to start in. God was with me. I was happy. I was more happy when I knew I got training at Bangalore where many of my friends were there.

And I started a new phase in my destiny at The Wipro head office, Sarjapur on 30th of June,2011 along with 34 strangers around me. I was bit sad because none of my friends where with me. But life is all about friendship. And thus we became closer, day by day. The main factor behind this was, It have been a year since we were graduated. All the good ones were already placed and we all were the so called 'Kootharas'. So we got on well together, until that day. The day when most of our heart was broken.

I knew something wrong would happen. Because God is not yet done with my punishment. And here came another one. We were told one day that we are deployed into different parts of India viz. Pune, Gurgaon, Kolkata and Bangalore. I was given Kolkata. Oh God, none of the LBSian is there. Along with that only 5 of us are going there.And I knew my days of pain are not yet over. Well this is all what masochist means. PAIN, PAIN & PAIN only. The only thing which came as condolence was that we have one month training at Noida, were we will be together. Again God played with us, 5 of us who where deployed at Bangalore were told to stay back, and 6 of us where told to report to Gurgaon on 7th of August. may be life is all about it. 

Today, on the FRIENDSHIP DAY, when 6 of us left to Gurgaon, I felt that I am really all alone in this world. Even though we reached Delhi from Bangalore, within 3 hours, now I feel I am years away from my home and my friends. I got only one aim in my life now. Reach back to Bangalore & my friends as fast as possible and I am going to thrive for it. I knew tomorrow never comes until its too late, but tomorrow is just another day... so my day might come... one day.